People were rushing home after their daily DOs and DONTs. The Sun was journying back to West through the Nepali Sky spreading the yellowish rays in the dawn. My friend, Kanhaiya-abbreviated Ken, had just been back after partying with the friends in New York and I was preparing the off-home from my office in Nepal. As I almost switched the cable internet off, He switched his DSL on. Starting chat, he wrote,
"Hey dude, wazzap ?"
"Well, trying hard to keep things up, I said. "And you ?
'Aahh..just back from the party , My wife is sleeping & I am little drunk', He replied.
'Ok. I was just preparing the off-home' Willing to wrap up the conversation I wrote him back.
'Wow ! Nepal maa pani Sunday off hunchha ?' He was surprised in confusion.
I thought my English was understandable for Third World speakers. And my friend was confused with it, 'I guessed'. 'Hoina hoina sathhi, I am preparing to wrap up the office time'.
'That's what I thought, How could it, on earth, be off on sundays in Nepal....I am sorry for misunderstanding' He apologized.
I felt itching my back-spine ' Don be sorry dude, that is not a problem with Nepal and its people'.
'I know it is not. The problem is with someone who understands the problem' He sounded satiring to me.
' Means what ? I din't get that.' I demanded the justification.
'Means, we people will always be discussing the confusions relating to our identity. On every confusion caused by small tounge slip or mis-hearing, the counter question comes out of all the sufocation for being what you are and where you are, right?' He justified philosophically.
'Why would anybody on earth feels suffocated for being what & where he is being ? There is nothing about suffocation rather it is merely a reality of one's growth. The reason of setting Sun in Nepal can not be the reason of rising in New York. It is so ecause it is what it is. The reason of Solar System can not be the geographical situation of Nepal being in South Asia and New York being in America' , I thought the chat ends now.
'But, I miss Nepal yar. Do you remember what we used to do?' He emotionalized the nostalgia.
'It's ok Sathi, the country is still worthy for same things to enjoy. Nothing is changed so far.'
I referred to those bygone days of different spot-hunts for Dhindo and local chicken with Kodo.
'I thought I'd strat doing something related to my education I acquired in America. There were enough oppoprtunities when it was my time to get back to Nepal for the first time after I graduated my studies. When landed in Nepal , the very day was Nepal-Banda and had to get stuck in Kathmandu for 3 days to reasume my journey home.' He was overflowing with emotions. 'And, when I prepared the plan to begin my business then it called strike for uncertain time....Buullshiitt... Then I had to get back to this place again...See, I have off now on sudays, I am back from party at 3:30 pm.' He calmed down the conversation now. 'Who the hell cares'.
'That's fine my dear frined, Dream is something like Hope, we'll be chatting the next time more about other things. Let me be off now.' I requested.
'Ok, Bishnu. Good luck with everything though there is no probability of getting your dreams back since those are all stolen by the ones who say we care the dreams. And there is no meaning of it unless it is entertained at right time. Either you join politics or keep dreaming to be stolen your moments as a helpless child..hahaha.. bye for now'.
He wrapped up the conversation with penitrating words.
I felt uneasy inside. But I had to switch my computer off since it was almost dark. My wife at rented-flat must be waiting with the hope of some vegetables and some good news about her Study Option since her upcoming entrance for B.Ph was postponed for uncertain time because the striked had started in the college.
I had forgotten the mask and the dust grabbed its opportunity to enter into the thirsty respiration of my system. The ear-phone of my mobile was representing the famous radio station with the 7:00 pm News. The News Reader was sounding excited to repeat the same news of chaotic subjects of Nepal's Politics. The riots of Maoist charged the Prime Minister's car in New Road with the piece of cotton cloths and it was black color. Congress Party Pvt. Ltd. was hinting the risk of downfall of UML Party government. The news also announced that there were four different Locks on the ADB-financed Melamchi project by four different rebels. Maoist was claiming the inevitability of its government for the completion of Constitution Assembly and I, once again, forgot to buy the vegetables in Kalimati Tarkari Bajaar because my bike had stopped infront of my rented-flat from where I could see my wife trying to find out the peice of candle to light in the room cause she had again lost the chance to cook in the electricity light.
They need to have it & people have Visions...
It also must be, so behind are the Reasons...
Hopes come true... Dreams come true....
Chilling in Winters is effect of Seasons
Labiz
Something That We Can't Express in Sound !!!
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Thinking like a Child
It's not very exciting around but it is exciting. Depends, how you prefer to adopt an excitement from your perspective. But, see the fate of a rational being; I have to use an imaginary power to pretend that things are abso-bloody-lutely exciting around. Look at the light! I mean, not the light of electricity, but the Sun light! It's all sunshine in the morning and sunset in the evening. I mean, the Dawn-&-Dusk doesn't have any reason to disappoint anyone. Look at the light; I mean the light of electricity! Now you can't pretend. Sadly, your rationalism has nothing but the inferior complex of accepting things as it is. Accept the Power Cut ! Laugh Out Loud on your individual competence of epistemology ; from the perspective that your knowledge is so fragile that it can't pretend the darkness as a light. I tell you what, you can buy a candle. Then, you can see something by your naked eyes to realize that it was dark just a minute ago when you wanted to use your imagination power to pretend that there still was a light. Twisted ? Cut it short ; There is a Power Cut ! No Electricity ! No Freaking Electricity ! They also call it a Load-Shedding. Load-Shedding my foot. And this is reality.
Yes, the reality!!!
Can you see these guys in the politics? I wonder which side of brain do they actually use while exercising their duties to their positions. I mean, not duty, but something they are doing. I don't even have any word to describe about what they are doing because are they actually doing anything? Duty certainly is not a right word for whatever they are doing... Anyway, I was wondering which side of brain could be in power-play to direct their notion of duty. Look at what Prime Minister is acting on !!! Take another LOL on his action. Prime Minister's action is provoking the reaction of his own president!!! The president is not happy for his own cadre being a prime minister of the country. I remember the discipline we had to maintain in our childhood about the rules my father set. The rule of reading, eating, playing and so on. We, including my sisters, knew what to do at what time. Well, one can say that the reason we did so in our childhood was because the fear ruled us!!! Agree! But, why can't you think that we obeyed the rule because we were disciplined kids who knew the rule that was set for us? Which part of brain are you using now? Well, in context of these so-called leaders, I would say that their drive is not based on any set of rule or duty as a cadre of any party or representative of people. It looks more like their personal ego and a drive of their self-centered instincts.
Take a latest debate among the people about political instability caused by the top heads' design of protesting on the roads. Take an opinion of people who are blaming Maoists for this unrest at present and an admiration of other halve of same mass who are already considering a huge pile of credit for their New Nepal concept. But, hang on ! it's just a concept and they apparently have to come up with something new to be heard among the mass. A million dollar question is, will they act upon that perspectives? Will they replace the dishonesty of past by honoring those departed souls in the blood-bath? Who knows that the whole journey of Maoists from the Battle Fields to the Board Rooms; they were just pretending as a savior of need. Well, if they were pretending, then can't deny the fact that they might change their roles and the whole characters anytime, every time or all the time. From this perspective, the concept of new Nepal will be new because that will not be the same as it was.
However, expectation of Nepalese people from the front liner ones has not been fulfilled after the rise of multiparty System in 046. Before keeping any level of expectation, people had to know the level of their leaders who were starving themselves as a flying saucers !!! They din't irrigate any liquid to quench the actual thirst of people but started sucking the blood and sweat that created a massive dissatisfaction. The multiparty system was nothing but the new beggars with more ashes on their foreheads. I remember my dad had to sell the piece of land to cover the educational expenses of school when democracy was maturing to a decade and monarchy for 50 freaking years. What would prove that Maoists meet the expectation of people and they will remake the existing geography into Nepal? Well, I am not saying they can't. Because it is possible. And I wish good luck (who gives a shit anyway!) but look at the mustache of Prachanda that looks like well settled for far-sighted establishment! Imagine a Mustache told you the intention! Take another LOL.
What is the reason for being all these situations unstable in the country ? Why ?? No party bothers to think that because they are worried for their own existence. It is another side of human nature that drives them to struggle for existence. Of course, their definition of existence comes from their own accord but it's less likely to be believable they they have included people's expectation in their struggle. Present scenario is that the Maoists are requesting the co-operation from all the parties to adjust the cadres / armies in Nepal army. According to the agreement they signed, it should have been done. But, it's not being done. Why? Is that because other parties afraid of the total credit going on Maoists' court as a mediator of peace process? Look at the way that Chief of Army shouting like a politician about peace process! Oh Gosh! Does he know that he is a part of mechanism that runs according to the discipline? Look at our multiparty and the parties within!!! Do they know that what they are shouting for? What's the problem they are shouting about and what's the possible solution? Do they know we suffer 12 hours of power cut? Which one of them have this agenda to lighten up the nation in five years time?
It's not very exciting around but it is exciting. Depends, how you prefer to adopt an excitement from your perspective. But, see the fate of a rational being; I have to use an imaginary power to pretend that things are abso-bloody-lutely exciting around.... Here you go... my laptop battery is beeping !!! peep - peep - peep - Where is the plug??????????
Yes, the reality!!!
Can you see these guys in the politics? I wonder which side of brain do they actually use while exercising their duties to their positions. I mean, not duty, but something they are doing. I don't even have any word to describe about what they are doing because are they actually doing anything? Duty certainly is not a right word for whatever they are doing... Anyway, I was wondering which side of brain could be in power-play to direct their notion of duty. Look at what Prime Minister is acting on !!! Take another LOL on his action. Prime Minister's action is provoking the reaction of his own president!!! The president is not happy for his own cadre being a prime minister of the country. I remember the discipline we had to maintain in our childhood about the rules my father set. The rule of reading, eating, playing and so on. We, including my sisters, knew what to do at what time. Well, one can say that the reason we did so in our childhood was because the fear ruled us!!! Agree! But, why can't you think that we obeyed the rule because we were disciplined kids who knew the rule that was set for us? Which part of brain are you using now? Well, in context of these so-called leaders, I would say that their drive is not based on any set of rule or duty as a cadre of any party or representative of people. It looks more like their personal ego and a drive of their self-centered instincts.
Take a latest debate among the people about political instability caused by the top heads' design of protesting on the roads. Take an opinion of people who are blaming Maoists for this unrest at present and an admiration of other halve of same mass who are already considering a huge pile of credit for their New Nepal concept. But, hang on ! it's just a concept and they apparently have to come up with something new to be heard among the mass. A million dollar question is, will they act upon that perspectives? Will they replace the dishonesty of past by honoring those departed souls in the blood-bath? Who knows that the whole journey of Maoists from the Battle Fields to the Board Rooms; they were just pretending as a savior of need. Well, if they were pretending, then can't deny the fact that they might change their roles and the whole characters anytime, every time or all the time. From this perspective, the concept of new Nepal will be new because that will not be the same as it was.
However, expectation of Nepalese people from the front liner ones has not been fulfilled after the rise of multiparty System in 046. Before keeping any level of expectation, people had to know the level of their leaders who were starving themselves as a flying saucers !!! They din't irrigate any liquid to quench the actual thirst of people but started sucking the blood and sweat that created a massive dissatisfaction. The multiparty system was nothing but the new beggars with more ashes on their foreheads. I remember my dad had to sell the piece of land to cover the educational expenses of school when democracy was maturing to a decade and monarchy for 50 freaking years. What would prove that Maoists meet the expectation of people and they will remake the existing geography into Nepal? Well, I am not saying they can't. Because it is possible. And I wish good luck (who gives a shit anyway!) but look at the mustache of Prachanda that looks like well settled for far-sighted establishment! Imagine a Mustache told you the intention! Take another LOL.
What is the reason for being all these situations unstable in the country ? Why ?? No party bothers to think that because they are worried for their own existence. It is another side of human nature that drives them to struggle for existence. Of course, their definition of existence comes from their own accord but it's less likely to be believable they they have included people's expectation in their struggle. Present scenario is that the Maoists are requesting the co-operation from all the parties to adjust the cadres / armies in Nepal army. According to the agreement they signed, it should have been done. But, it's not being done. Why? Is that because other parties afraid of the total credit going on Maoists' court as a mediator of peace process? Look at the way that Chief of Army shouting like a politician about peace process! Oh Gosh! Does he know that he is a part of mechanism that runs according to the discipline? Look at our multiparty and the parties within!!! Do they know that what they are shouting for? What's the problem they are shouting about and what's the possible solution? Do they know we suffer 12 hours of power cut? Which one of them have this agenda to lighten up the nation in five years time?
It's not very exciting around but it is exciting. Depends, how you prefer to adopt an excitement from your perspective. But, see the fate of a rational being; I have to use an imaginary power to pretend that things are abso-bloody-lutely exciting around.... Here you go... my laptop battery is beeping !!! peep - peep - peep - Where is the plug??????????
Monday, March 23, 2009
Before I Move Ahead !!!
I am not a type of a person who would write something to be recognized as a writer or a professional blogger ! I just write for myself. I don't know if others write for others. But, because the I am one of you all from ,probably, the same surroundings, background, school-of-thought, and experiences; my opinions and monologues may match with yours as well. Hence, your attempt of clicking on this page would not be depreciated ! I am just a normal person.
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